Yamamoto, Suzume ([personal profile] suzakuformation) wrote2007-12-08 07:08 pm

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My mind feels so hazy. I feel so lost. Why...?

Why am I lying in this bed...

Why am I using this PDA...

I miss you...

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
Suzume...

Are you... Feeling alright, other than... That?

[identity profile] suzakuformation.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
... Who's Suzume?

I feel... sore... tired... what do you mean by that?

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
...You, Suzume. You are Yamamoto Suzume.

Other than what you've already said, of course.

[identity profile] suzakuformation.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
Oh... right...

What did I say?

[identity profile] suzakuformation.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
I... can't think... I feel blocked...

So. Blocked. So empty. So lost...

Whoever you are...

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
...One day, you won't feel like this, Suzume. You won't feel blocked. Empty. Or lost... One day, you'll be alright.

...Samasu Shikou. I'm Samasu Shikou.

[identity profile] suzakuformation.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
... Who's Suzume...?

... Why am I blocked, empty, and lost...

... Oh... right...

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
You are Suzume.

...Because something happened to you. And I'll make sure that you improve from that.

Private to Shikou

[identity profile] mynameis-legion.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
I swear to god I didn't plan for this...

It wasn't supposed to end up like this...

[identity profile] foreverchilled.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
...what... what happened to her?

[identity profile] foreverchilled.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
Happened to you, Suzume. Who... or what... did this to you?

[identity profile] foreverchilled.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry... I wasn't there for you...

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
...Something has happened to her, in which she can't really... Retain information, anymore.

I'm going to be trying to help her.

[identity profile] foreverchilled.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
I... I see...

I... I wish there was something I could do...

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
...What you can do... Is try to support Suzume, at the very least. Even if she asks who you are, and who Suzume is... Try to work through that. That would help.

I don't know how to completely help this, but... I'll figure it out. I'll make sure that I do... She will get better, from this, Miss Theresa.

[identity profile] foreverchilled.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
I... I'll try... but... I don't know how much... good I'll do...

...I'm glad... Suzume has someone... like you... Shikou...

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
She might not be able to register it, but that doesn't mean that some part of her knows that you're trying to help... At least supporting that part will help in this, even if you're not sure how much good it will do.

...Thank you... I'm glad that I'm able to help. Because I want to help... Because she's the one I care about. So of course... I'll help. Because I want to.

[identity profile] foreverchilled.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
...I... I'll try... But... right now... ...I'm sorry...

...o...of course...

[identity profile] misfiringiseasy.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
... Hime-chan, what have you done to yourself NOW? D| First that entire history breaking and now this, I swear, nothing is going my way.

[identity profile] suzakuformation.livejournal.com 2007-12-09 09:25 am (UTC)(link)
... Hime-chan...?