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[suzakuformation]

My mind feels so hazy. I feel so lost. Why...?

Why am I lying in this bed...

Why am I using this PDA...

I miss you...

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I don't know what exactly happened to you. But I will make sure that you get better.

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

... Thank you... whoever you are...

I want to cry...

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Samasu Shikou.

...Then cry. If you want to cry, then cry... It might make you feel somewhat better, after you're done... If you want to cry...

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

::Just proceeds sobs over the PDA::

Private to Suzume

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...Suzume... Can I talk to you about something?

Re: Private to Suzume

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

... Who...?

What...?

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

You.

...I have a way that may possibly help you with your ability to retain information... You might not feel hazy or lost anymore, as a result.

Re: Private to Suzume

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

... Oh... Right...

... I can't retain information?

... Hazy... Lost?

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Suzume... The fact that I told you this, have shown evidence of it... And the fact that you, yourself, mentioned feeling hazy and lost... Shows that you can't retain information anymore, in a way that you'll be able to show that you remember it.

But someone is going to help to fix that... By literally going back in time, and helping so you'll be able to retain information.

Do you understand this, Suzume?

Re: Private to Suzume

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

Who's Suzume...

Lost... Hazy... Why can't I?

... Back in time...? ... NO.

... No. But... NO.

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...You've registered something. That's a good sign, at least.

Why are you against it, Suzume? Can you please tell me why, even though it might help?

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[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

... Against what...?

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Why are you against someone going back in time, so you'll be able to retain information once more, so you won't feel hazy and lost anymore, and so... So you'll be better, Suzume.

Why are you against the particular method?

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[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

... Against...?

... NO. Will not lose the Obsidian...

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...Obsidian, Suzume?

Re: Private to Suzume

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

... What Obsidian...?

Who's Suzume...?

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

"Will not lose the Obsidian", Suzume. You said that.

What does that mean, and how it is related to not going back in time in order to make you better?

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[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

... I will not... lose you.... Shi... Shi... Not lose... Shi... Not lose... Shi... not lose... shi... not lose...

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...You're not going to lose me, if this happens, Suzume.

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[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

Lose... Will lose... it...

Who is Suzume...?

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

You're not going to lose anything.

...You are. And if this happens, you'll be able to remember that.

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[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

Lose... you...

... Oh... Right...

No.

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

You're not going to lose me, Yamamoto Suzume. You'll... You'll never lose me. Even if you forget my name. Even if you forget yourself... But I want to make sure that you don't forget anything anymore...

...I just want to help, to make you better. I want to know why you won't do this... Do you want to be better, Suzume?

Re: Private to Suzume

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

The Obsidian...

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...What is the "Obsidian", Suzume? Why do you keep mentioning "Obsidian"?