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[suzakuformation]

I feel like maybe I should move out from my parents. I don't mind them helping with tuition and what not, but still. Also, I need new work besides restaurant running.

... Oh, right, hey, Onni. I need to interview/talk to you.

[Private to Shikou]
... So, I feel kind of nuts about Shiroko. Like I need to pay attention to her. ... I... just don't really trust that girl to be on the level, and she won't be acceptable for you or me... Mmm...

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Re: [Private to Suzume]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't rely on it too much, but you should probably try to get feelings of being disappointed if she doesn't do something that might help her. But, again, don't rely on it too much-- too much and it would shatter trust instead.

I'm giving as much input as I can at the moment. I apologize if it's not thorough-- I haven't exactly had adequate rest recently.

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

Why not?

And... I really need more about this girl.

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Bad dreams. Very... Bad dreams. To the point where it was a relief when I ended up in someone else's dream, instead.

Well, what exactly do you want to know? It's difficult to say things without a place to start.

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

... Need to talk about it?

Is there any way you want her to act? To look? To dress? Why does she seem so airy? Do you like her like that? Should I be like that? Do you have plans for her?

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... It's difficult to even describe.

I want her to act respectably, and look modestly. I have no exact preferences to her actions or her style-- just that she looks decent, and keeps herself focused.

She's airy because she sorta... Burnt out, heavily. I think she got too used to the state itself, which is why she is how she is now.

I don't mind her being a bit airy, but state of being is separate from what I expect her actions to be-- she can speak or feel airy, but I prefer that her actions weren't that of an "airhead".

No, you shouldn't be like that. You are you, and how you've developed. She is her, and how she developed-- I just expect a level of dignity from the both of you. I don't exactly fall in love to expect that a person will change themselves, after all.

I have no current plans in the long-term-- I just wish to continue to build my relationship with her, and you, and hopefully get to the point emotionally and financially where I could comfortably propose a union.

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

Then I guess I'm going to have to pull seniority on her.

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Very well.

... I hope that you manage to do well, Suzume.