Yamamoto, Suzume ([personal profile] suzakuformation) wrote2011-02-02 06:39 am

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I feel like maybe I should move out from my parents. I don't mind them helping with tuition and what not, but still. Also, I need new work besides restaurant running.

... Oh, right, hey, Onni. I need to interview/talk to you.

[Private to Shikou]
... So, I feel kind of nuts about Shiroko. Like I need to pay attention to her. ... I... just don't really trust that girl to be on the level, and she won't be acceptable for you or me... Mmm...

[Private to Suzume]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 11:46 am (UTC)(link)
Mmm... I guess it's not that hard to understand. You expect her to match up to what you think is... Suitable, for us, but given her. You probably feel you need to watch her almost constantly.

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[identity profile] suzakuformation.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 11:52 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. And it annoys me how... unfitting she is for you. I know you choose her, but it's still disrespectful to both of us.

... I wonder how she'd react to me wanting to move in with her.

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 11:54 am (UTC)(link)
... ... I think you'd need to ask the one who already lives with her, first of all.

Some Barkus girl.

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[identity profile] suzakuformation.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 12:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe I will.

Would you object. I dunno. Maybe I'm just being jealous and crazy. Or obsessed.

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 12:13 pm (UTC)(link)
... I wouldn't really object if you decided to live with her-- but only if she accepts it, herself.

I don't think it's odd, at least, to want to keep a bit of an eye on her.

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[identity profile] suzakuformation.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 12:38 pm (UTC)(link)
... Well, how should I be training or fixing her, then. Hrm. With your permission your majesty.

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 12:46 pm (UTC)(link)
She's a stubborn girl. If you push her to do something, even with a positive interest in mine, she'll pull away.

However, she's going to have to get used to the idea that someone might state something if she's going to ask-- you need to find a way to get around her reverse psychology mindset, since you can't assume that a direct interpretation of that will work, either.

... On the other hand, guilt might actually work.

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[identity profile] suzakuformation.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 01:01 pm (UTC)(link)
A suggestion for the guilt?

Or anything? I sort of need your input here, your majesty.

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[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 01:06 pm (UTC)(link)
I wouldn't rely on it too much, but you should probably try to get feelings of being disappointed if she doesn't do something that might help her. But, again, don't rely on it too much-- too much and it would shatter trust instead.

I'm giving as much input as I can at the moment. I apologize if it's not thorough-- I haven't exactly had adequate rest recently.

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[identity profile] suzakuformation.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 01:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Why not?

And... I really need more about this girl.

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 02:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Bad dreams. Very... Bad dreams. To the point where it was a relief when I ended up in someone else's dream, instead.

Well, what exactly do you want to know? It's difficult to say things without a place to start.

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[identity profile] suzakuformation.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 02:33 pm (UTC)(link)
... Need to talk about it?

Is there any way you want her to act? To look? To dress? Why does she seem so airy? Do you like her like that? Should I be like that? Do you have plans for her?

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
... It's difficult to even describe.

I want her to act respectably, and look modestly. I have no exact preferences to her actions or her style-- just that she looks decent, and keeps herself focused.

She's airy because she sorta... Burnt out, heavily. I think she got too used to the state itself, which is why she is how she is now.

I don't mind her being a bit airy, but state of being is separate from what I expect her actions to be-- she can speak or feel airy, but I prefer that her actions weren't that of an "airhead".

No, you shouldn't be like that. You are you, and how you've developed. She is her, and how she developed-- I just expect a level of dignity from the both of you. I don't exactly fall in love to expect that a person will change themselves, after all.

I have no current plans in the long-term-- I just wish to continue to build my relationship with her, and you, and hopefully get to the point emotionally and financially where I could comfortably propose a union.

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[identity profile] suzakuformation.livejournal.com 2011-02-03 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
Then I guess I'm going to have to pull seniority on her.

Re: [Private to Suzume]

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2011-02-03 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
Very well.

... I hope that you manage to do well, Suzume.

[identity profile] becomeanwarrior.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 11:50 am (UTC)(link)
Huh? You do?

Gotta say I'm a little surprised.

[identity profile] suzakuformation.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 11:53 am (UTC)(link)
Yes.

Could you please clarify your relationship with Futaba Shiroko.

[identity profile] becomeanwarrior.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 11:54 am (UTC)(link)
Huh? My relationship with...

uh. Well. She's my girlfriend, why?

[identity profile] suzakuformation.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 12:05 pm (UTC)(link)
She's the girlfriend of Samasu Shikou.

So what is your relationship to her.

[identity profile] becomeanwarrior.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 12:28 pm (UTC)(link)
She's my girlfriend.

Samasu Shikou and I are both her boyfriends based on mutual agreement and arrangement.

[identity profile] suzakuformation.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 12:37 pm (UTC)(link)
So she's engaged in some sort of prostitution scheme. Because I doubt she'd be dating two men at once.

[identity profile] becomeanwarrior.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 12:51 pm (UTC)(link)
She is in fact dating two men at once. As said, this is a mutual agreement between all three parties - Myself, Samasu Shikou, and Shiroko herself.

[identity profile] becomeanwarrior.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 01:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Do you mean why do I like her, or why I'm dating her alongside Shikou?

[identity profile] becomeanwarrior.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 01:37 pm (UTC)(link)
As for why I like her: We share common interests, we are both attracted to each other, we strike a decent balance personality-wise, and we generally love each other and enjoy each other's company.

As for why I'm dating her alongside Shikou: Shiroko likes both of us for different reasons, neither Shikou nor I wanted to really give her up, so we all came to the agreement that we have now.

[identity profile] suzakuformation.livejournal.com 2011-02-02 02:06 pm (UTC)(link)
What are your common interests?

What attracts you to her?

How do you strike a balance personality wise?

How do you love each other?

How would you feel if she was a living demi-god.