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[suzakuformation]

Great, boss said he'll probably have to lay me off due to the shoulder injury since I won't be able to carry food for a while that well.

Parents wondered what the hell I got into.

And I think I have a stalker.

Comments

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... She is someone I love. She has her traits I find attractive, but she is, at the most, a princess. I care about her, and I would protect her with my life-- but admittedly, I would do much the same to you. If even the elements were against you, I would shield you.

There are many things that she is to me. She is resilient. She is kind. And more things happen to her than anyone could count. Even on the physical side, she is, quite honestly, one of my few probable chances to sire a child through normal means-- something that I will, inevitably, desire.

While you are my main affection, maybe, in a way, she's my hope.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

... Hope? How do I not give you hope... though... I understand the siring a child, your Majesty.

... But she is... less than me?

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... Yes. She is less than you.

I care for her, deeply. But I care for you more, and have cared for you, regardless of anything that has occurred.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

... I think that relaxes me a bit...

... But how is she your hope.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... Hope for a child. Hope for physical affection. Hope for the feeling that there are more out there who could care for someone so broken and tarnished. Hope that... I won't be alone.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

... You're not alone... I'd give you physical affection and love...

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... I don't doubt that you would-- I know you would give love, no matter what. It isn't just love that concerns me.

It's the agony of the idea that only one person would ever care for me. Especially when... I don't know how long I will be around.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

... I don't get it.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... I don't get it either, sometimes.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

... I'll be with you, forever, though.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... I'd really like that, you know.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

... I'll make sure of it.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... Thank you.

Re: [Private to Shikou]

[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

No problem.