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Hrm.

Secretary work at my parent's company.

Acting offer from Noriko.

Or that thing Onni posted.

I have all the time in the world and yet I feel rushed.

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My suggestion, pick the top two choices off of your head.

Three makes you too divided to make a proper assessment.

After that, if you keep having trouble, either flip a coin or have someone else pick for you.

Though, were you always this indecisive.

Not until recently, no, I guess. But we both know why.

It's just. I feel split between my family and doing something more hedonistic.

My suggestion?

Take the TV show job and/or apply as a Duelist for your family for name brand.

Hell, do both.

Be a celebrity.

Ugggh.

I want to do stuff in the spotlight but I detest the publicity.

So fake a 'brand', so to speak.

Wear a mask. Construct a persona.

And divorce it from your personal life.

There's a reason Black Velvet focuses on such products.

Huh?

"Change your hair, your face, your body as needed and work under a Psuedonym.".

The finalized work on the TV show can still be changed from the first runs and magic, and all.

My point is.

Enjoy yourself, gawd.

How do you live so relaxed.

By regularly changing my personality to keep me from going batshit insane from ennui and the ravages of eternity.

And changing who you are doesn't bother you?

As far as I'm concerned, my memories and a few core traits are important to keep.

Otherwise, I generally see myself as a fraud since I was a kid, so why worry about being 'real'.

Besides, life's about reinventing yourself.

I really wish I could be as carefree as you.

And now you can be for $14.99.

what.

Magical glasses that let you see things through a Noriko-tinted bias.

...

I think that might scar me for life.

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