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Man, I kind of want to talk to someone for a bit, just need to rant or. Something.

.. Is there something troubling you, Suzume?

Just a bunch of stuff. Not mad, I think. Just. Need to talk.

I'm annoyed I'm short 'cuz I'm short but I feel like a kid, but feeling like a kid annoys me but I kind of feel like being immature considering you know what.

I wish I knew what was up with Adam and I feel like a shitty friend and I don't do enough and I dunno what to do with myself.

I wanna find work to do in general that isn't being paid by Noriko but I'm not sure what I'm good at and I dunno, I feel frustrated and ugh, some days I just want to plain go without clothes and I just fleeeehhhhh

I want to flail a lot. And I don't feel like I'm doing my share.

... I guess I should be quiet on the "short" part, since I sorta... find that charming, about you.

When it comes to Adam... it's honestly conflicting. I used to be on good terms with him, myself, but... things just happened. He'd never trust me anymore-- I don't know if he trusts anyone, really.

Well, we do still have our guard duty job at Labirinto, but I do know how that feels. It's frustrating to not be able to get just... A normal job. One I can do where I don't feel like I'm going to end up breaking something.

... You find that charming?

I feel like I should fix that and I'm not fixing enough.

I kind of like that but I dunno, I just don't feel it's quite entirely me. And blorfle.

And at the same time I kind of like the feeling immature yet I don't. my head's spinny.

Yes! Extremely charming. You wouldn't be very... Suzume-like, if you didn't have that particular charm of yours.

I don't even really know how to fix that. I don't think resetting the entire universe is enough to fix that.

Well... It's not really entirely either of us, but at the least, it's still a job. Though I wonder what sort of work you'd really like to do...?

... I thought you didn't like me being so short.

... ... Well that didn't fix me either. Clearly he needs to become a Duel Spirit.

I dunno. Half want to say Military but lol, Japanese military. Not like I'm in any rush, but I still feel miffy. Have I ever seemed good at anything that isn't immolating people?

... Huh? How did you get that impression?

... I feel like that would mentally shatter him, more than anything.

Aren't you good at cooking?

You wanted me to grow up more before Noriko uh. Did that.

... Is it bad I find that funny?

Yeah, why?

That wasn't on the point of me wanting you to be taller. That was me wanting you to have the chance to actually grow at all. Unlike me.

... Possibly...?

Why not give some focus on that? That's something you're good at that isn't immolating people.

... If I grew, I might of gotten taller than you

Well, considering it's Adam, he kind of has a bunch of bad karma coming.

... But cooking? Isn't that insignificant?

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