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[suzakuformation]

... In a strange apartment with a creepy Yorei staring at me while it types at a computer, weakly flexing their arms.

I think the Worms might of poisoned me with a hallucinogen. God, I hate getting dragged into stuff like this.

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... Yes. Very much so.

I never actually stopped.

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[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

... So why are you with Shiroko?

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... Because as much as I love you, Suzume, I love Shiroko, as well.

You both have your own traits... Your own aspects that make you wonderful to me. I've always had a problem with choosing, though-- maybe because I don't like the idea of ever letting someone who actually accepts me, go.

She can be a very smart, if serious girl. A girl who has those small moments of gentleness that almost seems to make any issues or troubles one has to go over worth it. She tries very hard to please others, even if she, sometimes, takes things too literally.

You are stubborn against what you dislike, but you try hard to compromise for the situation itself-- you have a sense of maturity and passion that I'm fond of, and if you have something you believe in, you will stand strong with it. Of course, the first thing that drew me to you was your energy, though I guess having to go through that festival and remember it, saps anyone's enthusiasm.

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[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

... I guess my energy's... reserved... now.

But I do feel sore you've picked her over me. ... Especially after the festival. ... I wish we could honestly continue loving one another... but not while you're with another girl.

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Admittedly, at the time, I picked her over you because of... Ah, issues. Mainly, the fact that it seemed a lot like your more unstable actions were the result of being with me, in the first place. I really... Didn't want to see you hurt, anymore.

I wish we could continue, but... I don't think I can really stop caring for Shiroko, either. It's a selfish wish of mine, I know. I think I'm honestly just a very greedy person, anyway.

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[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

... Then I guess we can't love each other again. I'm greedy too. And I want you all to myself.

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

... Hahahah... I'm sorry. I think our levels of selfishness counteract each other.

I'm not surprised, though. Anyone would prefer a relationship of just one person with another, and not a multi-faceted one. It's... Expected, in general.

I'm very very odd. And almost wish it could be otherwise.

... I should just help get you home. I'm sure they're worried.

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[suzakuformation.livejournal.com]

Yes. Please.

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Let me get Mr. Haitayuu's address. I'll be there soon.